Numb
Alone without being so
It is not fun
Being this way.
There is no easy
Escape
And no one can help
My Pain.
I am suffering
Deep inside my
Soul...
Where no one knows.
There is something
About my "self"
That suffers
Day in and day out.
I am a mess
My pain is worthless
I have no purpose
Alone I should be.
Depression is crushing
Damning me
Sticking me here again
In my pain.
Feeling alone
Being upset
Pushing love away
Wishing I could be better.
I find this normal.
~Alyssa Hellenbrand~
