"Be who you wanna be, always atand tall, trust where your heart wants to be, never take the fall." -Alyssa Hellenbrand

Friends Forever? - Original Poem

Friends forever, that's what we always said...

Friends forever, that's what was agreed on...

So why is it that we are struggling now?

Why can't the world go easy on us?

Why can't the world just understand

How important our friendships with each other are?

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~

We Can Grow - Original Poem

If you let me,
I will grow with you,
If I let you,
You can grow with me.
If fate allows,
We can grow together,
Strong and free
In our faith with each other.

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~

My Innocence - Original Poem

Never before
And never again
Will I experience you and I
With my total and complete
Innocence.
The time is now to be me,
It's time for you to know me
And for me to know you.
You will be the death of my
Innocence
But the start of a happier me,
A me open to others
In a way like never before
And never again.

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~

You and Me - Original Poem

It's a miracle that I've found you,
I'm amazed that you want me.
Please don't let me walk away
Because I'm not ready to go.

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~

I Am Crazy - Original Poem

Emotions are crazy,
So am I,
If you love me,
You will have to try
To ignore my crazy
Or let it flow.
Become crazy
Or let me go.

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~

My Feelings For You - Original Poem

Even though I hold part of me,
Hidden away in the depths of my soul,
My feelings for you are strong and true.
If I were a tree you would be my Earth,
You are the oxygen in my lungs now
And I don't think I can let you go.

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~

My Key - Original Poem

The feelings I thought were lost
Are now again remembered
As you open locked doors
That never had a key.
Sometimes I sit and wonder
What you've done to me.
Then I decide to just go with it,
I don't want to loose my key.

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~

My Memories With You - Original Poem

The moments I've forgotten
Are gone for a reason,
The memories I can't forget
I hope will be here to stay.
Yet memories often fail me
As time wears them away,
No one stays the same for long
And then before I know it they're gone.
So when I take these photos
Or write down how I feel,
I'm not trying to obsess over you
I just want to remember how this feels.
I want to remember the first talk
All the way to the last one,
But my memories tend to fail me
So let me do what I do
So that I can remember you.

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~

Relationship - Original Poem

He is kind,
He is sweet,
He will never miss a beat.
We will smile,
We will talk,
We will go for a very long walk.
I will cry,
I will sigh,
I will never stop wondering why.

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~

Another Year - Original Poem

The hustle and bustle,
Shouts that echo through the rooms,
People hugging and laughing,
Thus starts another year
Of learning and growing
Stronger so that someday we may
Confront the world that lay in wait.

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~

My Bright New Spark - Original Poem

Dr. Suess would say my heart grew ten times it's size this month,
Yet I wouldn't be alive if that had happened,
So I would rather like to think of this month as finally opening my eyes
And now I can see the happiness I was missing
All those sad days when I needed a friend
But the reason I was sad was because I had lost my friend I could talk to -
Now I can escape that happening again.
Because now I have someone new in my life,
A bright new spark urging me slowly into a very happy place.
If this was a fairytale there would be singing and animals,
And we would be happy forever.
Real life is not quite like that,
I may end up with my heart brutally crushed after this new spark goes away.
For now I refuse to worry about that,
Today is another happy day when my heart is content.
That will have to work for now.

~Alyssa Hellenbrand~